that's not my name

2009-04-24T07:30:00.001-07:00

FREAK. I HATE THIS BLOG.

for mais.

2009-03-22T07:55:00.000-07:00

Watak & Perwatakan

Watak
•Senaraikan nama pada pelaku, pemain peranan atau tokoh yang menggerakkan cerita.
•Kategorikan watak mengikut jenis-jenis watak berikut:
a)utama
b)sampingan
c)protagonis
d) antagonis
e)bulat (bundar)
f)pipih
g)statis
h)dinamis

Perwatakan
•Nyatakan perwatakan luaran setiap watak
•Nyatakan, huraikan dan beri contoh untuk 2 perwatakan yang ketara dalam setiap watak

This is some heavy-duty crap. you're dead.
like me.

the new blogger

2009-03-03T03:52:00.000-08:00

ohmygosh, i can't believe t.
Travis is such an MD.
Typical pretty-boy. (Oh gross, i hate that word.)
There's this THING on his myspace that allows you to send him a voicemail through a TELEPHONE NUMBER.
his Myspace phone, i guess. (What?! Myspace phone?)
Like, a real voicemail. you take YOUR phone, dial in his "number" and HEYYY PRESTO (lol)
you've just sent him a VOICEMAIL MESSAGE. and he'll call you back if you're lucky.
I got excited when i heard about it.
then ah,
i went to his page, and there was like 2671 messages waiting for him.
for the MONTH OF MARCH sia.
it's only like, THE THIRD, dude.

and he like, put some "tutorial" on how to send him a message.
ohmygod, you should hear it.
NOW.
Just press and listen.
http://www.myspace.com/travisgarlandmusic
who does he think he is?
some MD-wannabe?
(Okay, i can't think of more "synonyms".)
Ohmygod, i'm so angry at this type of stupid people.
STUPID STUPID STUPID people.
And he expects HOARDS of girls to come after him.
The worst part is that he is ACTUALLY a HG.
I'm freaking pissed.
Don't talk to me.

Stupid fan

2009-02-26T04:16:00.000-08:00

lmao
this is so funny
emphasis on the lame ones:

pooobear13 (5 months ago) Show Hide

Reply
JJ u r so sweet and Travis and V are bff (Best Friends Forever) n u guys are hott and I love ur music videos and I hope Kevin will add me a friends list when u guys tell me what to do....because I am very like him so much and thank for all music videos and that I will be friends and make sure.....do not hurt somebody...kk...Good Luck with ur group

um, WHAT?!?
the hell was that?
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
i cant stop laughing. what an idiot. i bet she's nine or something.

ADAM SEVANI

2009-02-20T21:03:00.000-08:00

Ohmygod
Adam Sevani's the best shit ever.
He actually choreographed this number.

Karma - NLT

UTT BABY.

2009-02-19T07:06:00.000-08:00

utt is cute(:

2009-02-15T00:45:00.000-08:00

I've got a question.
Anyone ever tried listening to doll music?
Like DOLL music.
No, not a band called "Doll" or anything.
like, not barbie or my scene or some doll brand that comes up with those lame shite kids songs.
EEE. especially barbie. gross.
I mean, she's pretty (come on.) but her songs are for ages 5 and up.
(why five? dude, my cousin's 6 and her favourite song's "Whatever you Like" by T.I.)

Anyway.

Anyone ever tried Bratz?
They're not bad you know.
TRY IT.

Hey, I listen to good music. (Although i dont have them all in my phone all the time.)
So trust me.

Some people (14-17, i checked) listen to these girls. Cuz they can SING. real good.

PS. Oh, and not "Bratz". Bratz Rock Angelz.
Okay, the band name stinks but the songs dont.
Not really, anyway.

Mr Wu and his Speeches.

2009-02-15T00:22:00.000-08:00

Oh My GOODNESS.
You guys HAVE GOTTA listen to these fantastic speeches.
Really, speeches aren't boring. If you listen to the right ones.
Well, sometimes you dont really have a choice.
Hope you dont shoot me when I give out my speech.

This guy's speech really made a mark. Like, WOW.

This girl's high school election speech is really funny. I dont know if she's just acting or she really was nervous.

Another one, graduation speech. Not bad. Okay la.

This guy SUCKS. I hate his speech and i dont admire his boldness.

Hope it HELPS.
(:
Nabilah.

PS. Watch this. The whole thing. VERY GOOD.

2009-02-13T05:45:00.000-08:00

touch it,
bring it,
pay it,
watch it ,
turn it,
leave it,
stop format it.

love that song.
we're the new face of failure.
Prettier and younger,
but not any better off.
bullet-proof loneliness.
At Best, at best.

Me and YOU.

bratz rock angels - who i am(3).mp3 -

I Dont Care - Bratz

So Good - Bratz Rock Angelz

2009-01-29T02:20:00.000-08:00

look look look , it's my uncle's vid. i never even new he MADE any vids.
oh, dont watch it.

back again.

2009-01-28T06:24:00.000-08:00

update update update.
on what?

hmmmm... okay, let me start:
1. Taylor sucks. I hate him.
2. The aftermath of the banana boat ride is UNBEARABLE if you hurt at the CORRECT spot.
3. I still hate Sara Hicks. She's too dumb to see what a moron of a boyfriend she's got.
4. I hate this song now. I just have no time to change.
5. I dont feel funny today. But I laughed so much today my side still hurts.
6. Weel, that's kinda it.

I got Jasveen a LIVERPOOL shirt thing. not the jersey. but still counts, right?
I wore my special skirt today cuz my size freaking 30 one: 1. slides down my waist even at the last hook and 2. goes all the way down to my ankles.
So i wore the size "26" one.
Ooh, Rupert has become my best friend.
And so's David Archuleta.
But i'm closer to Rupert though i dont like him anymore.
He's more of a BEESTIE than a lover.
It's one of those rare times when i'm currently not obsessed with any HG.
AT THE MOMENT.
Unless you count Nathan Kress.
What a sweetheart. But too young for me. Though he's like, 17 this year. Whatever.

ooh, i wanted to post this a long time ago but i didnt get the chance to.
My lit teacher Mrs Menon was saying:
"Jesus Christ was a Jew."
someone said:
"But I thought he was a Christian."

Laugh. It's funny.
Sorry, i'm in PAIN. I cant write normal.
Love, Nabilah. (Yep, Aunt Nab's back)

omg omg best hg ever

2009-01-10T23:28:00.001-08:00

OHHHMYYYGOSSSSHHHHHH
i think i found the best HG ever ever ever EVER!
He's so cute! I HAVE to admit, better than any other hg i've ever posted on my blog.
I dont have time to post a good lookin picture now but i've got a good icon for y'all.

No time to blog, so sorry!
Later, people.
Love,
Fatin.

PS: ENJOY THE ICON!!!

YouYouYouYou Can Keep On Watching Me(:

2008-12-28T07:13:00.000-08:00

Everything She Do Is Like Me
From Her Head To Her Feet Like Me
She Tryna Talk Like Me
Tryna Walk Like Me
Trynna Get All The Boys In The Club Like Me
Everything She Be Is Like Me
Trynna Imitate Me
She Trynna Move Like Me
Tryna Act Like Me Trynna
Get On The Floor And Shake Her Ass Like Me

Okay, I just felt like typing out the lyrics of a random song out.
I'm super short of time.
To finish ONE LAST piece of homework before school opens this Friday.
How bogus is that?
School opening on the last day of a work week.
AND i have CCA on that day.
PSHH, THAT'S even more bogus than me actually USING the word "bogus"!

Just checked out Rupert's stupid fan thing.
Stupid girls.
To me, telling everyone i actually LIKED Rupert Grint,
's like coming out.
You know what that means dont ya?

Hey, i've stopped saving pictures of him.
And reading my crush's blog everyday.
And cursing Miley Cyrus.
And wearing makeup. (ALL of it)
(Yep, no eyeliner, mascara or lippies.)
And waiting patiently by my cellphone for some random sms.
AND watching Friends re-runs.
No wait, i'm never gonna stop doing that.
Point is, i'm changed.
I'm a woman now.

PSHH.
DONT BELIEVE THAT PIECE OF SHIT.
That's my horrible carrot cake i had for lunch talking.
I'm still the immature kid that'll never grow up.
Ah, but the word "immature" is only used by people who dont know how to have fun.

JOEY JOEY JOEY

2008-12-09T00:44:00.000-08:00

Paper.....Snow.... A GHOST!
Here's Friend's Joey, on a game show.
Really funny.

that maturity mission

2008-12-07T04:38:00.000-08:00

ohkay.
my new mission: to be more mature.
i feel as if i'm like, the most immature byatch in the world.
but, of course, i'm not the only one.
but i dont think bringing myself down is such a good first step for me if i want to go by this new mission of mine.
i guess this entry'll be pretty much the shortest i've ever written.
cuz usually, i talk a lot.
bye.

HG of the Week: Milo Ventimiglia

2008-12-05T23:01:00.001-08:00

Okay,
i cannot wait anymore.

This is
Our HG of next week:

MILO VENTIMIGLIA
my hero,doh.

isn't this fun?

I like having HGs of the week.

same old same old

2008-12-05T20:46:00.000-08:00

hey
i've found THE album.
You guys can go get it for christmas.
cuz i aint gettin it for y'all.
okay, kidding.
no, seriously.
It's Beyonce's NEWEST:
I Am.... Sasha Fierce
The songs aren't bad.
(They rock.)

Ohmygod, i'm losing my touch here.
I finally borrowed 16 books in the library.
YEAH.
it feels so awesome.
i wonder when (the heck) i'm gonna start to read them.

Oh gosh, i haven't updated Aunties in like, FOREVER.
and i have all the letters.

Hey, i found a great way to lose weight.
Eat breakfast within no more than an hour after you wake up.
Drink ten glasses of water.
Eat every three hours.
Don't let more than 30 minutes pass before your next meal/snack.
SOMETIMES, we mistake feeling thirsty for feeling hungry, so next time your tummy's growling, try chugging a glass of water instead.
Seriously.
It's all true.
I learnt them from Tyra Banks' diet and fitness trainer, Jorge Cruise.
He's really good.

Ooh, i've found ONE good thing about going to my cousin's place for religious classes:
I get to check out PRCSS' Yeaerbook, baby! It's so co-ed.

Hey, i'm a girl.
And i am NOT a homophobic freak.
(I remember things, Raych.)

LOVE,
I-dont-hate-miley-anymore,
Fatin Nabilah.
PS. See? When was the last time someone signed with their REAL name?

HG of the Week: Matt Prokop

2008-12-02T23:46:00.000-08:00

Is it too late?
For a HG?
in my time, never.
(:

Put yer grubby hands up fer

HG OF THIS WEEK:
MATT PROKOP

if you guess next week(/year)'s HGOTW, i'll,

um,

put him up.

everybody wins.

so BEAT IT.

-fatinnabilah(:

ps. he's pretty last-minute so dont beat me up or anything.

so LONG never post ah... naughty me.

2008-12-02T23:11:00.000-08:00

ohmygoshhello!
i haven't posted in like, forever.
it's just that my skin's allmessedup.
so i have decided to stick to this one.
okay, wait, i go off my music.
i cant concentrate if i listen to music when i blog.

whossssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
okay.
rewind and freeze!
i dont know why i did that.
I JUST MISS TYPING!!!
it's december already.
Ms Chye's super-pressurizing.
but it's all for the best.
(please dont hit me)

hmm, holiday homework, anyone finished yet?
yeah, i know SOME people.
what's the rush?

By request, i've been asked to blog about YMC.
*sigh*
okay.
well, i came with my shirt unironed, that's for sure.
and i was like breathing fire from eating too many mints.
but, being the un-pretty bimbo i am, i combed the place for HGs.
okay, i lied. it wasn't HG-land. Barely.
A few only la.
With some minor exceptions. Like MD.
(and MOustache)[hear that Maisarah?]

lots of silly games played.
silliest'll be the first one.
some stupid AAHH!!!! game.
with dorks in trash bags.
i know, right?

then i can't remember which came first.
whatever.
there was a fashion item for the best dressed.
the guys were FINE (esp the first one),
the girls were..........

MOVING ON.
Overall, the thing was
B
O
R
I
N
G
.
Slightly fun.
but. still.

i had CHOIR today.
(!!!)
exhausting much?
my diaphragm was DYING after practice.

blogging's not so interesting anymore.

oooooh, wait.
HG TIME BABE.

maybe later.
ps. Metro Station is HOT.
pps. Milo Ventimiglia's hotter.

forgive me baby!

2008-11-19T22:48:00.000-08:00

I gotta take a chance tonight
So I'm doing me, myself and I
Can wait no more
Sitting all alone
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
Hope you forgive me
Oh oh
I can wait no more
Man, I really hope
Hope you forgive me

for not updating my blog in shits'years.
haha, took that from you raych.
i've been thinking about my ambition.
cuz i haven't made one yet.
i asked my mom which one was better: Nanyang Technological University or Singapore Management University. (of course i wanted NUS, i was just asking.) and she said "They're both the same. You get into any one, i'm happy." Sounds mumsy in text, but trust me, in real life, it's like answering my question about the weather.
i seriously have NO FREAKIN IDEA what i want to be when i grow up. i dont want to be the goalless type of person. seriously, they go NOWHERE in life. ooh, but i have NOTHING to worry about cuz specialists say i have till my 14th birthday to figure out my future career. which is in like 5 months. i've always wanted to be a singer when i was younger. i mean, i was so serious, i didnt even tell anyone. i just told my parents i wanted to be a lawyer. i actually kinda did. see, i'm hackin confused. oh god, i'm using fred slang. i feel pretty intimidated by that lucas person. he's pretty smart business-wise you know. he KNEW fred was gonna be big dammit.
okay back to me. can i be a rockstar-doctor-actress-singer-accountant-journalist-make-up artist-author-songwriter-hairdresser-CEO at the same time. never mind. 5 months, 5 months.

sorry if i dont sound like myself. i'm listening to music. music does things to my head.
nabilahxoxoxoxoxo

yule ball dance up

2008-10-30T06:13:00.000-07:00

very good vid

41. My friends care for me.

2008-10-29T07:52:00.000-07:00

as i was taking the pupil's perception survey,
i came across this sentence:
41. My friends care for me.
i wonder what Sarine filled in for that.
a little unlikely to be: strongly agree/agree
i'm quite saddened to think if she had placed that little blue dot at
disagree.
or worse,
agree.
i hope....
well, i'm not quite sure what to hope for.
would it be lying if she placed it at agree?
or even disagree?
i'm not ready to admit that i cared for her, that would be lying to myself, i figured.
i cared for her.
i still do.
i think.
see, sometimes i think back at THAT time when i wasnt there for a friend.
her, in paticular.
at THAT time when i actually JOINED in the jeers.
and horrible gossip groups in school.
i'm not afraid to say her name.
i'm so sorry Sarine.
i feel so bad.
just like M.D. said.
i'm a mean girl.

the new pictures for Harry P and the Half Blood Prince!

2008-10-23T06:23:00.000-07:00

i love reading and watching Harry Potter.
more than i like food.
that's a pretty big thing if you know me.
i found new Half Blood Prince pictures on the net.
thought i'll share. (:

i may sound bimbotic but oh em geeeee.

everyone except someone looks good. guess who.

That's freaking Luna at Slughorn's party. in case you're wondering, that IS the vampire.

i love this picture.

doesnt ahem2 look GOOOOD?

awww, so sweet.

THIS is how romilda vane looks like. lavender brown sucks.

ahh, FINISHHH.

i still havent posted HG of the week.

hook me UP i'm SO bored

2008-10-11T08:51:00.000-07:00

i'm TRYING not to be rude here.
but it's like SO BORING.
"*sigh*, everything to you teenagers are boring boring boring.....nagnagnagnagnagnag..."
Well.
it so is.
like today,
five families came to my house, for HR, doh.
NOT ONE had a HG in them.
not one.
what's happening to the world?

hmm, sometimes i ask myself,
why am i so
urgh.
yuck.
i gross myself out sometimes.
so girly.
so thirteen-year-old.
eww.
but i'd like to act my age.
except, more,
mature.
That's good right?
Unlike some people.
Them girls act SO OLD,
they could pass for 25.
or less,
groupies' range: 0-19 nowadays.
like i said before, girls are so SILLY.
i mean, you can LIKE someone.
just,
no need to act all slutty
to impress them.
i mean, not all guys like that.
i hope.
if they are,
PIGS!!!!

Oh, whatever.
What do I know?
Of all the people.
ME.
see, that's what the world's becoming.
i believe in the olden times,
thirteen year olds
dont know anything
or even cared about
love.
yeah, a little crush here, there.
not LOVE.
that's what them first timers think they have with their um.... people.
LOVE.

pa
the
tic
people.

when i'm totally bored,
my inner feelings come out.
i dont care what you think,
i mean,
it's a BLOG,
for Evans' sake.

oorps i kissed a girl!

2008-10-10T02:14:00.000-07:00

ho hum
ho hum
ho hum

can you believe it; i almost put that Metro Station chorus lead as HG of this week.
until i saw his face.
i know you cant judge people acc to how they look like.
i mean, that's just mean.
but it's the real world we're living in.
AND it's HGs.
Not NP. ( Nice Person of the week; i cant think now, exams over.)

I mean, he sounded so HG.
It still applies:- Don't judge a book by it's cover.
Whatever.

OH OH OH
today, we had nothing to do in school, so my school invited Nokia/98.7fm/Local Bands to entertain us. And guess what?
Cedarians didnt seem really entertained except for the freebie part.
And the GROUPIE role.
oh, they took that one on HARD.
Crowding around JUST the lead in the stupid band.
Well, they weren't STUPID.
the girls were.
The band was pretty awesome actually. Both bands.
the second one seemed hotter though.
(:
hah, rach rank was like all INFLUENCED, like, BADLY by the Groupies.
(i won't say who though it's not like i didn't know.)
she wanted the guitar picks, the autographs, all that.
not like i didnt want.
i'd rather do it discreetly.
and with a little dignity.
god, girls are so silly.

yay! good to know i'm not one of them. i hope not.
currently obsessed with: I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry
I heard it's banned in Singapore?
NIce.
;)
I kissed a girl and I liked it.
The taste of her cherry chap stick.
I kissed a girl just to try it.
I hope my boyfriend don't mind it.
It felt so wrongIt felt so right.
Don't mean I'm in love tonight.
I kissed a girl and I liked it.

Nice song aint it?

HG of the WEEK 2

2008-10-10T01:18:00.000-07:00

Meet the HG of this week! Took me so long decide.

♥♥L(¨`•.•´¨)Rocks♥♥♥♥♥♥
O`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)David♥♥♥♥♥♥
V¨`•.•´¨)¸.•´Archuleta♥♥♥♥♥♥
E`•.¸.• Rocks♥♥♥♥

DAVID ARCHULETA

Well, maybe just supercute.
Whatever.
((:
I still like.

kat dennings: my favourite actress

2008-10-07T07:12:00.000-07:00

i hate her
she's hot.

and some home vid.
lower the vol down.
or you'll get some shock of your life.

HG of the WEEK 1

2008-10-03T02:29:00.000-07:00

ah, since my bff suggested it, i'm gon' be putting up HGs of the week! though, that'd be the same as telling you what HGs are rrright?
OH well.

First HG of the week!
(random, i know, but i got nothing to do now.)

ALEX EVANS

glitter-graphics.com

ahh,
refreshing.
make it fun.
two pictures.

glitter-graphics.com

only his camwhorin skills are good. the rest, i dont know.
you decide.

shout le, exams over ledyy

2008-10-03T01:54:00.000-07:00

YOU KNOW YOU MAKE ME WANNA
SHOUT!

(Then we go shout shout shout like, 10 000 times.)

EXAMS ARE
overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

but we had choir today.
aww.
and next week.
and the week after.
and after.
till December.
my mum was like, that's crazy,
i'm like, yeah, i'm a baby.

hah.
nevermind.
you dont get it.
if you dont watch the video below!
i'm not a jonas brothers fan anymore.
i get tired of boring things easily.
like, the jonas brothers didnt come up with a new rockin song yesterday.
SO BORING.
unless your a HG.
ah, that's a special case.
at least i name my blog for like, a REASON.
i DO love my Hgs longtime.
i dont really have any.
can you imagine it?
i was P5 when toni, me, chels, amira and zahra went to the Beloved Bukit Chandu for some Malay excursion.
i have a picture but i pasted it somewhere.
that was the PLACE my hormones started raging.
P5, can you believe it.
some pretty people were there.
i dont want to say,
i very shy you know.
and the rest is HISTORY.

and now they're just called HGs.
Not Hugs.
Not Hot Girls.
NOT HAIG GIRLS.
urgh. ( some people say it, to me it's like a gurgling sound.)
hahahaha.

can't wait to jalan raya.
FOR HGS!((:

Peace upp! A TOWN!
nabilah xoxo

2008-09-30T06:06:00.000-07:00

missed out punchline

2008-09-24T03:34:00.000-07:00

OH

i missed something OUT.

Did you just fart?
No.
Cuz you blew my mind AWAY.

((:

best way to turn a girl off.
she wont laugh, homie.

i want you back!

2008-09-24T03:30:00.000-07:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH

I wanna get back
To the old days
When the phone would ring
And I knew it
Was you
I wanna talk back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing
Like we used to
Oh, kiss me
Like you mean it
Like you miss me
Cause I know
That you do
I wanna
Get Back
Get Back
With you

everyday's a special day; today tmr yesterday.

2008-09-24T02:21:00.000-07:00

today was a GREAT day

Cassanova taught us for the first lesson.
Weedy dude.

Then during recess, Maisarah was like,
Maisarah: "Fatin, have you heard the terrorist one?"
Me: "What terrorist one?"
Joyce: "Oh, oh, wait I want to say! Fatin, are your parents terrorists?"
Me:"Nooo....."
Joyce: "Cuz you are the bomb!"
then everyone strated cracking up and i laughed also le.

then Maisarah told me another one;
Mais: "Are you a diaper?"
Me: "No."
Mais: " Then why are you so pissed?"
Uh, she got me there.

i could tell she was thinking of another one.
after maths,
"Are you a bull?"
"No."
"Then why are you so horny?"
it was "da shit".

then everyone was like, shooting so many cheesy punchlines all over the place.
Are you a switch?
No.
I wanted to turn you on.

I don't know your name but you can call me tonight.

you are so ugly that when your parents dropped you off at school, the school fined them for littering.

Do you have a nut allergy?
No.
Then why is your head swelling?

Are you a sweater set?
No.
Cuz i think you just met your match.

Are your parents theives?
No.
They seemed to have stolen the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes.

your momma's so fat, when she walked past the TV, the lord of the rings' trilogy was over.

CHHHHHHHEEEEEESSSSAY!

ooh!
before maths,
sarine was writing NOT FAIR NOT FAIR NOT FAIR in chinese all over the board and raykal was erasing off the "NOT". after mr ng came in, she was still scribbling. then Rachel Rankine, a bestie, went up and started erasing everything. then everyone else was like, DONT EREASE IT, LEAVE HER TO DO IT BY HERSELF! SHE CAUSED THE MESS!..... and stuff like that....
Then, Rachel MANAGED to erase everything, and divided the board into two (like ratio 1:5) and gave the first bit to sarine heading: "Sarine's Space". SO FUNNEE.

then during english, Miss PJ gave us all A4 sized blank papers, told us to write our name somewhere, and pass it around for someone to write something about you.

i got carried away.

nvm, i spent the rest of the day thinking about Him.
God, I MEANT.
oh and him too. ((:

love,
Nabilah(:

sarine i'm sorry

2008-09-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

OHMYFISHINGGOD SARINE!

i am so sorry. i didnt know.
please forgive me.
)))):
i very sad ready you know....

TEENAGER

2008-09-22T05:54:00.000-07:00

AW
MAN

GIVE ME A BREAK
i'm just a teenager.
i like putting things up for later.
Slacking off,
hanging out,
TAKING MY TIME.
I'm just a teenager
GIVE ME A BREAK
I'm automatically attracted to danger
I can't help myself
Can't be no one else
I'm just a teenager

it's a monday, but i'm happy!

2008-09-22T05:31:00.000-07:00

gosh, some people can be really DOWN.
as in DOWN DOWN DOWN.
like
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN
DOWN
(to the bottom of the sea)
((okay, that was totally lame but i like the gay dude.:))

hey, you do know that some people read your blog.
and you dont have to be so SAD all the time.
S M I L E
or listen to T-Shirt (Shontelle) if you really cannot take it.
things happen for a REASON. (or more, i'm sure He has them(:)
like you said it's a good month.
uh, what am i supposed to say; live it?

oh right, whatever.
WHHHHAAAATTTTT
AM
I
SAYING?

but seriously, you've been sad for a long time.
cheer up.
do some football stunts or whatver crap you do in your room.
(hey, i dance around in my underwear using my comb as a mic.)

OKAYYYYYYY
you didnt need to hear that.
AHHH
nothing else to do.....
hee...
not.

ooh, and may the MUGGING force be with you.
(i couldnt resist)
and all of y'all.
nabilah out(?)

exams start ALREADY

2008-09-20T02:52:00.001-07:00

WHOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHHHH
thanks for teaching me that amira.
I MISS YOU!

oohs, just got back from this nice nice site, i found while blog-hopping.
i love gwen stefani too!

anyways, been taking 107 and 81 nowadays.
but i've stopped.
cuz my mom doesnt want me all "exposed"
trust me, if i were my own mom, i'd say the same.
you wont BELEIVE how many HGs i saw.
let me tell you,
it's well, a lot.
but couples follow me EVERYWHERE.
they sit near me,
even next to me.
and ADKNOWLEDGE ME.
people can be real weird sometimes.
seriously,
way to make me feel awkward, people!
i've watched Mr Bean's Holiday three times now on HBO.
that little guy's quite hot.
right, i'm getting sicker everyday.
LOL
i have to go now,
tengah nak BUKE PUASA!!
(break fast people, break fast.)
bye!

mugging more than EVERRRRR!!!

2008-09-12T05:32:00.000-07:00

it's so cute.

if i did this, i would have spelt it properly cuz it aint really funny spelt like that.

RACHELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

dont ignore me!

i miss you already!

oh msg for aunty gis,aunty carrie and aunt-tee,

HOW??

what's the email? i also want to make.((:

goshhh

my mom and dad were fighting just now on my independence and others being nice.

shitt.

my mom wants me to go home on my own but my dad, being a DAD, wanted my other mom to send me home cuz she already offered. then my THIS mom didnt want me to trouble anyone.

what the.... it's not like i never go home myself right?

aiyah whatever la mom&dad, i do my own thing la......

then while they were at it, i was eating my CORN((: at the table with them, then they kept saying to me,"blahblahblah.....right , fatin?"

expecting me to say yes.

i'm not siding y'all.

just when i get my mom to like me,

my dad ruins it by making her think i'm siding my dad.

wth la....

nevrmind nevermind,

i think they're okay now.

oh pfffffffffffffft,

when my parents are okay, they're terribly gross.

nabilah xoxo

your soon0to-be aunty.(:

class photo

2008-09-06T06:37:00.000-07:00

the picture's a little blurry, but you get the idea.
hee...
that's 1-I doing some drills during err, free period i think.
look, dorothy's so cute.
can you see yourself jasveen(:
(i smiled evil-ish to myself)
like i said,
nothing to do, crack myself up
and show everyone up(:

shitty tagbox

2008-09-06T06:27:00.000-07:00

the tag thing's back!
i found out how to make it work with the skin.
yeah.................

second day of sep hols

2008-09-01T22:28:00.000-07:00

jeez....
just a little paranoid after watching that stupid hollow man film on HBO.
nothing to do.
gosh, it freaked me out.
got over him, him and HIM.
nothing left now.
added a few people out of sheer BOREDOM.

ahhhhhh
my computer deleted all the songs in my ipod!!!!!
and i dont have any backup files in my computer!!!
this is I N S A N E.
gosh, that's 909 songs to get back.
darn it
and that's the only swear word i'm allowed to use this month.

no offence dude,
i'm sorry.

nabilah

first day of sep hols

2008-08-31T21:25:00.001-07:00

heyas
welcome ma people.
this is how
BORED
i am.
nothing to do: blog
nothing to blog: cry

seriously.

see?

STILL nothing to blog about.

freeee mother freeeee

2008-08-31T01:09:00.001-07:00

i can blog all the time now that i'm so free.
not.
i have loads of revision to do.
can you freaking believe it?!?!?!?!
i ask my stupid dad why arent we going anywhere this weekend.
he say why?
i say cuz it's boring at home when you have finished revision and have nothing else to do.
then,
he say:
BORING BORING BORING
something along the lines of:
ungrateful, not thankful for having free "bonding time with parents" and SHIT like that.
eh, boring, boringla,
we can still go out and "bond" ape?
right?
bond, bond, bond kepale otak kau bond.

okay
okay
maybe thats a bit too far.
but still.

h.
ape h?
that bloody bastard.

i suddenly feel like hurling vulgarities all over the place.

oh whatever.

anyways, yesterday got ymc mendaki leadership workshop thing.
i thought it was going to be fun.
the only fun thing was the icebreakers.
actually it was okaylah.
then during break,
me and maisarah went to the ladies
and saw HIM.
AAAH!
i had no clue he was coming!
especially with his name etched on my desk, i dont think i can let go of that memory easily.
well, whatever, i didnt really see him. mais did.
i didnt believe her.
i waited till the end of the session then
HE WALKED RIGHT PAST ME
mais was outside and i just gaped at her.
cool.
(:
oh, you.
at least it wasnt the cargo pants dude.
now he's
UGLY.
aww.
i'm superbad.
but nvm.
not like they noe it's them i'm talking about.
cheers bibi
nabilah

worse week EVER

2008-08-29T03:18:00.000-07:00

you know sometimes when you feel that life is too complicated and stupid for you to deserve living it?
i've never felt that way before.

but what i HAVE felt is...
well, i don't quite know how i feel now.
oh
relieved.
yep.
relieved.
that this week is
OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

on monday,
i found out that the one i love is succeeding in getting that GIRL he wants.
stupid dude.
i can't stand feeling so rejected.
tho i never actually got the chance to ask him,
but who cares,
he's gone.
time to move on.

or so i thought.

yeah, rub it in,
why don't you.

on tuesday,
longest day of my life.
it took me so long to realise that it was tuesday
and not friday.
AND i didnt have cca on that day.
THAT was how bad that day was.
still the longest.

on wednesday,
the time on monday when i was dreading the audition for that jap song
came to a
sad
sad
sad
end.
i'm sure i failed it.
i got it PERFECT when i was practising it outside the Music Studio.
hope Si Min pities me.
hope Jean wont have a say in this.
(the only happy thing that day was when
we practised
YELLOW SUBMARINE
with
DANCE MOVES
yep.
Dance Moves.
how much cooler can that get?
XD
)

on thursday
tuition homework never touch
reading the berita harian (malay newspaper)
is/was not once fun.
unless they're HGs in it.
which is VERY seldom.
had to listen to Miley Cyrus
(that bitch, aww, i'm so mean(:)
at KFC.
Pimples
So
Totally
Suck.
looking forward to Friday.

TODAY
got to school,
played (not really)
pictionary
charades,
nerd stuff like that,
then watched
mr lee, mr ang, mr sng XD, mr W lim, mr C lim, mr anil and
some cedarians play soccer.
so fun.
then watched them play captain's ball.
then watched
mr IT dude, mr chia, mr chen and some other dude play basketball.
it is VERY fun
to see your teachers' muscles at work.
right.
then,
GO-BACK-TO-PRIMARY-SCHOOL TIME!
my aunty said she would pick me, diviya and gen back to SAC.
she never turned up.
only gen had her phone working.
i can't remember my aunty's number.
so i called my dad.
and told him to call her.
to pick us up.
he told us to take mrt first.
so we did.
then in the bus (to lavender mrt)
he called and told me my aunt was at the school (Cedar) already.
what would you say?
WHAT THE FUCK right?
i didnt tho.
he screamed and screamed and screamed
at me.
gen's phone ah,
people can hear what my dad was saying.
so i hung up.
i was that mad.
it was getting late.
i knew i wouldnt be able to make it to sac
and Mdm Siti.
So
i missed them both.
took mrt back to tampines.
waited for aunty.
thinking she would be smart enuf to look for me there.
and waited.
and waited
and waited.
i would've gone home but mom forgot to give me the key.
i gave up and wandered aimlessly (one whole round around tampines interchange, century square and tampines mall aint that easy you know)
to not look completely idiotic, i walked very briskly.
by the time i reached there, she came.
i sollapsed in the car and cried my heart out.
well, not really.
it doesnt seem very sad on the screen,
but it so
was in real life.
by the time i got access to use a phone,
i didnt bother calling me dad back.
(tho i met REALLY HGs during my one round) XD

oh i want to sleep.
even HIS jokes cant make e laugh right now.

oh wait, they can.(:

to everyone, HAPPY HOLIDAYS.
aand happy bulan puasa.(:

Nabilah

oops

2008-08-19T04:33:00.000-07:00

oops
my senoir's blog skin's the same as mine.
thank god i just changed it.
EYE in 4(or so) weeks time!
*cue music*

oh oh oh
never mind.
i'm still swooning over you.
(:

S'time for an update

2008-08-19T03:26:00.000-07:00

WHOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSHHH
wow.
9th Week of Term 3.
and i still havent blogged about my holidays.
S'okay.
No one missed anything.
as Raych Rankine says, it was the most
RIDICULOUS
six months of my life.
tph, i dont like you.
hello sexgod!
i cannot believe i just said that.
never mind.
he's not much of a sex god anymore.
either ways, how would I know?
right jaime?
ooh...
i changed partners?
guess who the lucky person turns out to be
J-O-Y-C-E
i thought she'd be all Regina-George on me but she's reeeeeaal cool. sometimes.

oh yesssssssssssssssssssssssssss
how could i possibly forget?
COMMON TESTS!
i aced history, maths and lit baby!
i failed science. and i flunked geog.
i don't have high hopes on my malay. but i hope i pass english!
we JUST had a maths common test 4 today.
i hate mr lim.
aww, no i dont.
He has a life.
not like the other dead teachers.
scooters, vacation, fall.
i like cycling, push-ups and music..
miley still sucks though.
i like red!
and yellow.
(and pink and green, purple and orange and blue...)

ooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
choir audition totally SUCKED.
to the core.
i couldnt get one note right cuz i get so easily distracted by the two blasting mega speakers standing next to me.

and GAWD,
i still have three more days left to fast!
and fasting month starts next next week!
darn it.

really, this is what happens when you leave your blog for 9+4=13 weeks.

PEACE UP
A TOWN
(for sarahni)

and uh, joyce?
gotcha.

3.5km on Friday

2008-05-25T21:56:00.000-07:00

gosh, the 3.5km run we had on Friday was DA SHIT (as raych would say). i had so much fun; running with my friends. well, running and walking. mostly walking. although it was a much much longer distance than 2.4 NAPFA, it was much more fun. i tell, rachel got uber-excited when she saw Chitty run past her. She even wanted to pretend to be her and she would "run" past me and tap me on my shoulder. if you dont understand, its okay, it's our private joke.

Running 3.5 kilometres with my friends was a superb way to end my (so far) twenty weeks in Cedar. So fast June holidays come already. After the run, i went to look for tph cuz, i dont know, high in happiness? i didnt tell rachel rankine cuz i didnt want anyone to know what TPH looks like. Anyways, me, Jasveen, joyce and Maisarah sat arnd Temasek Poly campus at the bench there while waiting for rachel rankine to get her drink. Then Puay Hoong ( my senoir) and her friend passed by us, talking about toilets (for some reason). then she saw us JASFAT and said to her friend, 'eh, dont talk about toilets, in front of my junoirs can or not?' JASFAT was laughing. okay, fine, I was laughing. Remember Jasveen, I was more of gasping than laughing. i thought nobody knows i'm in choir. Especially our senoirs. BUT, I SMILED, OKAY?

i know this entry is a bit nautical. nvm if you dont understand. i'm excited, that's all.

OKay, let me confess to 1-I, me and Rachel Rankine missed the Buzz at Canteen okay? Sorry lah! we went to the "library". sorry kay?

((:

xoxo
Nabilah

BIRTHDAY BIRTHDAY

2008-05-02T06:23:00.000-07:00

29th April 2008 was clearly one of the most perfect birthday i have ever had! Absolutely NTHING went wrong. Except for Malay period when we got our results back. Other than that, Allah was with me all the way! I'm blogging about it, yeah! When i went to school, i got a seat and the bus got full on the way plus so many HGs going to school!!! ahh!!! st andrews some more! i wish it were siglap. or maybe dunman sec. the hgs there are MUCH HOTTER. TSSSSSSSSSSSSSSST! I reached school and there were loads of pple who gave me presents! i'm like, yay. 7 pressies and a beautiful b'day card! All that b4 assembly!

During Science, earlier, mr ong said those who nvr pass up that leaf thing must stay back after school. i remembered vaguely that i left on my desk before i went to school today! omg! i DID NOT want to stay back on my birthday since it was tuesday so no CHOIR!!! so i ran all over the school searching for mr ong and found him in 1O, teaching crap. He was really irritated and told me to pass up tomorrow. i whooped my way downstairs. as in literally. i heard 1O laugh behing me. whatever.

Then Geog we had to draw mindmaps super fun! my partner Xin Yu ( hahahahahaha ) was so funny! hahahahahahahahaha xin yooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

During math, mr chan gave me chocolates.

then at nite, parents brought us to swensens!dah jelak dah actually. but nvm, for my parents sake. i cant get enuf of the black pepper seafood pasta aniwae. Then, i went to the loo and they secretly ordered the utterly lame firehouse happy birthday ice cream 4 me. i came back and they sang happy birthday song to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so embarrassing! then some guys from another table started singing!!! i practically died. fun though.

hmmm.....UTTERLY LOOOOONG entry. let's make it lil' longer.... heehees...

hahaha, dorothy. then THURSDEE was Labour Day! Holiday! not. practically LABOUR day. mr chan gave us stupid hw. darn it.

remember danial? he used to be my absolute obsession. Previous posts. now my bff's friends with him. they msn each other now.... not jealous! He looks like a woman. with the makeup and all.... ewww. here: the conversation:

http://antilindsaylohan.multiply.com/journal/item/445/Police_and_Thief

please see...(:
u know that you luv me

2008-03-21T00:48:00.000-07:00

i know it's already a long time, but, i have quit being a cheerleader. OKAY? i only told one person not in cedar, and she told everyone i knew at st anthony's sec. now they're saying, hey fatin, heard you're a cheerleader, nice. how can i tell them i'm not anymore? it'll be SO LAME! it'll sound like i got kicked out of the squad or something. not that i care bout how it'll look like on me, but, other than being a cheerleader, there is NOTHING cool/nice about me. people there call me a wannabe. did you know that? i bet you didnt. at least i had a clique back in primary school. now i'm nothing. it's ALREADY MARCH!!! maybe i should be like this. no clique, no friends. oh, but i do have friends. Real friends in Cedar. Jasveen. Wei Ting. Those are the girls who dont ignore me when i talk to them. whether it's total nonsense or real issues, they listen. NOBODY ELSE i know in Cedar does that to me. i'll always be in a nice conversation then some other friend comes along, and the person i was talking to would talk to her as if she wasnt talking to me previously. i will look at the rude person in disbelief. i will go off. then, another day, when she's lonely and has no one to go recess or lunch with, she'll find: who else but little old insignificant ME. i'm not talking about one person. there's like a million people who do that to me. i try to friendly to people but they're too busy thinking about their own snobby fabulous life , talking to their FABULOUS friends, go to their FABULOUS SNOBBY CCAs and talk about their FABULOUS senoirs ALL THE TIME. then when they're alone, as i said, go to lame OLD ME. i'm tired of being used. i am. surprising, i dont do anything about it. there's nothing i can do, right. it'll be a little awkward if i actually tell them. so yeah, well, i have no idea why i wrote this.

nabilah

I-BALL ANNOUNCEMENT Y'ALLZ

2008-03-08T00:18:00.000-08:00

hey, i have an announcement for all one i-ballers. i'm posting it here because i dont know the email and password for our class blog. (rachel, can u please give it to me?)

anyways, 1-I, our head cheerleader of Gardenia wants us to contribute ideas of our house banner. it's gonna be dark green(eww), one table in height and about 5 tables long. Please give your ideas on Monday. Evey class (in Gardenia) must have at least 2 ideas. Please try to contribute!!! Must be a group effort. Rachel, please help me. Loke i mean.

Thanks!

crude but true

2008-02-27T20:28:00.000-08:00

Don't you notice this? u only realise it when u really really think about it.

1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.. I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually.

3 When people say 'Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too'. Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4 When people say 'it's always the last place you look'. Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses!

5 When people say while watching a film 'did you see that?'. No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor.

6 People who ask 'Can I ask you a question?'... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7 . When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8 When people say 'life is short'. What the hell?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!! What can you do that's longer?

9 When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks 'Has the bus come yet?'. If the bus came would I be standing here, dumbass?

hahahahahahahaha, it's funny

boring no school dae

2008-02-27T00:55:00.000-08:00

wooooooooo............
i just did a super fun thing. i just googled myself. u know, go to google dot com then type my name and clicked enter. woooow. very fun. i saw the cool fatins and the lame fatins. some even had my full name: Fatin Nabilah. So fun..... i just got nothing to do kay? i also visted jolene's blog. i didnt want to tag it cuz she and HOWARD (bf maybe?) were like having a tiff. so awkward. aniwaes, i googled myself. i'm actually supposed to do my stupid e-learning hw now. it's sooooo boring. so leceh. this is the coolest fatin i googled: http://www.potraitoflove.blogspot.com/

the lamest one is:
http://loving-my-hgs-longtime.blogspot.com

i think. hahaha.... not funny.

for other pple who wants to google me:
Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah Fatin Nabilah
THAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT's ME!!!!

OMG REAL NAME

2008-02-26T20:35:00.001-08:00

i just researched on his real name: Noriff Danial Ashriq

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
SO HOT

one of the best tuesdays in my life

2008-02-26T04:52:00.000-08:00

yo'z
it's me.
*sigh* today so fun
science: me and cara was playing with the water, splash here and there. then our "sphere" got stuck inside the measuring cylinder and we were all panicky. we just left it there. heehee... nolah, tan si min help us pull out... we very weak one...
then pe: not so tiring.quite fun. very funny actually. guess who was on my frisbee team? JESLYN! hahaha, she's so funny. she was like "ahhhhhh!!!!!" to me ( making a feeble attempt to scare me) then she was like " i got scare u or not?" she also did that to faraah and ferozia. damn funny.
english: omg, if this period didnt exist today, it would have been the perfect school day. but it did....... mrs loh so bad... wait i shoot her then she really know....
geog: so boring
maths: so fun! one of my fave subjects! no comment.

AFTER MATHS: i doodled like an idiot on the whiteboard to 1-I to watch Police and Thief today. i bet you all didnt regret it. i wrote: i heart Daniel so many times!!! he is so hot! my face kena burnt already just LOOKING at him. and did you know he has abs? Seriously, i DIDNT FREAKING SEE IT!!! it was last week's episode. they went swimming. how cute. to the pple who watched last week's epi: i officially hate u. jk, jk.
then i went over to farah (who btw won the cheerleading thing: CONGRATS!!! i'll be screaming like an idiot as always for U!!!) who borrowed me some deodarant ( correct not?) to SPRAY all over myself. very nice eh, only $3 at farah's downstairs mamashop.
i call it the farah essence.

now now, just becuz i got my eyes on daniel doesnt mean i'm neglecting my hgs. i still love them! my blog is all about LOVE!!!
FEEL THE LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then ah, i went back home to watch it. (Police and theif i mean) i didnt reget it. HE WAS HOTTER THAN HOT<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333 i totally heart him..... his hair was perfect! face: speechless everything: wower than wow! when u say "hot" around him, u hear the sound effects. it goes "tstssssssssssssssssssssssssst"

ps. in pri 6, i was once swooning over him like this... i hope this doesnt wear off too soon!

muacks to the readers!
muacks to me!
(and muacks xoxoxoxo to Daniel and fellow hgs!)

sorry bout that...

2008-02-23T02:12:00.000-08:00

sorry about the first one... i changed my mind.... of course, none of you care.
no no, it's okay.